Monday, 28 January 2013*6:36 pm
I'm tired,really tired.I know for sure he will go on breaking my heart again.I wanna let go.I feel like I should let go.Every morning I wake up to see him beside me,and I sigh.Every night I go to bed pretending to be asleep,just so I wont be bothered by him.I can go on without looking at him,without talking to him,without texting him,without acknowledging him.Temporary healthy,happy phase.It never lasted.That was all he could provide me with.All relationships and marriages go through somewhat of a downturn at times.But mine has been a norm.It's predictable and bound to happen.Never assured nor prove me of happiness and a lifetime togetherness.I'm tired and I wanna let go.....I wanna go far away.I wanna feel the right and true meaning of a relationship.
A man and a lady we call husband and wife.
A man and a lady we call soul mates.
A man and a lady we call best of friends.
That's all that I want,and I'm really tired...
++ beautiful awakening ++